my family thought i was better a long time ago, but that’s just not the case. i hide my feelings and emotions from everyone. even from myself sometimes. i never open up to anyone anymore and i’m beginning to feel like i’ll never be able to.
i’m branded a liar by people i care about, i’m cast out in to the cold abyss of solitude by the people who are meant to be there for me when i need them the most. i live every day being told by the people i’ve looked up to my entire life that i am a FAILURE.
all i need is someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on. seems that’s too much to ask.
